My middle son…yes the one who causes me to pull my hair out, and the one who worries me to death, sent me an email today. It is his children that I adopted. I love this child of mine so much it actually hurts. I am helpless as I watch him destroy his health and life. If my love could fix him, he would be perfect, but it doesn’t work that way. People wonder why I don’t just turn my back on him and walk away. That is like asking me to rip my own heart out. I pray each and every day, that some day he will get a clue. That he will fight the addiction that owns him right now, and he will become strong enough to fight the demons in his mind. I pray that someday, soon, he will learn to love himself, as much as I love him. Here is the video he sent me, and I share it with you as a tear rolls down my face.
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October 27th, 2009 at 3:22 am
hi, hopping-in here.. have a happy MM!
I hope what you hoped for. I hope one day he will realize how much you love him.
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October 27th, 2009 at 11:14 am
Biggest hug ever. I so know how helpless you feel. I wish I could wave a magic wand and all would be well again.
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